So don't complicate it by hesitating. This is wonderful as loving goes. This is tailor made, What's the sense in waiting?
-As Lovers Go, Dashboard Confessional

I wrote something here. o.O But it didn't show up. D: And I'm too lazy to write another. XD

So basically, just one big "HELLO EVERYONE! I'M STILL ALIVE!" XD

Avatar: The Last Airbender.. It's just been months, but I'm missing the show already. :/

WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE CALLED
01. Babe or Baby: Or. Seriously, last time I checked, I wasn't a pig and I was a teenager.
02. Sweetie or Honey: OR! Bleh.. I'm neither sweet nor do I drip honey. :/

PRESENTLY
01. Is your hair wet? No.
02. Is your phone right by you? Yes.
03. Do you miss someone? No.
04. Are you wearing chapstick? No.
05. Are you excited? Haha, yes.
06. Are you watching tv? No.
07. Are you wearing pajamas? Sort of. This are the clothes I wore since last night. o.o

HAVE YOU
01. Recently done anything you regret? No.
02. Have you ever lied? Yes.
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk? Haha, when I was in high school.
04. Ever tripped over your own feet? Yes.

TODAY
01. Have you sworn? YES! A gazillion times already, in 3 different languages to boot! XD
02. Have you yelled at someone? Yes.
03. Have you gotten mad at someone? Yes.
04. Have you cried? No. But I was near crying, all because of an anime. XD
05. Have you called more than 3 people today? No. I don't like calling people much. I'd rather meet them in person.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: Yes.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Our kitchen. o.o

Q: Who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A: This is like asking me choose between my hands and feet.

Q: Do you want children?
A: Yes. ^^,

Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yeah

Q:Do you wish on stars?
A: No. That's just silly, but I do find myself looking at them a lot.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: No. It's troublesome.

Q: When did you last cry?
A: Ummm.. I dunno. Sometime this month? I forget, since after I cry, I fall asleep.

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: You mean the scratchmarks I make? XD No.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes, but you'd have to approach me first.

Q: What color shirt[s] are you wearing?
A: Faded sky blue.

Q: Do you have any pets?
A: Yes. A dog. And everybody here hates him except me. XD

Q:What color are your sheets?
A: Err.. Blue?

Q: What were you doing at 3 pm yesterday?
A: In front of the computer watching anime.

Q: I can't wait until...
A: Christmas! *starts singing random Christmas Carols*

Q: Look to your right. What's there?
A: A bunch of stuff, but the one closest is a green plastic chair.

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A: Yes. A lot of times.

Q: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A: No. I make it a point to not cry in front of people.

Q: Song that makes you cry or really emotional?
A: Loads of songs but I don't remember the title. The last one that made me emotional was a song from the anime I'm currently watching but I don't the title either. :/

Q: Are you normally a happy person?
A: Yes.

Q: Has anyone ever said 'I love you.' to you besides family?
A: Yes. A weird im from someone I know. I took it as a joke and ignored it.

Q: If yes do you think they meant it?
A: I already said I took it as a joke. The person never followed through so it was probably a joke. XD

Q: What are you doing right now?
A: This thing. Duh. o.o

SECTION 1 - YOU
Your full name: Dale Frances F. Cañezal
Known as: Dale
Born: June 21, 1991
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: none
Eyes: Brown
Hair color: Black
Piercings: Ears, honestly I don't know why other people would have them in any other place. o.O

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen off the bed? Yes, back when I was kid. I once woke up under the bed. B)
Broken someone else's heart: I dunno. But there's a high chance that I broke my mom's.
Had your heart broken? Haha, nothing romantic but yes.

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY
Wearing: Glitters. o.o SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO WEAR BESIDES MY CLOTHES?
Listening to: TV. It's just behind me.
Should REALLY be doing: Homework. And washing the dishes. XD

SECTION 4 - DO YOU
Drive: No.
Have a cell phone: Yes.

SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU
Hugged: My mom. I can tell you the exact date too! XD
Talked to: Err.. I dunno, all I remember is yelling at my little sister.
Texted: Ate Donna from RCY

SECTION 6 - PERSONAL
What do you usually think about before you go to bed?
Failing at life.

SECTION 7 - FAVORITE
TV show: Smallville, Pushing Daisies and Heroes
flower: Sakura, although I have never seen one. And rose.

SECTION 8 - DO YOU
Like to give hugs: Nope. So if I hug someone I really mean it.
Prefer black or blue: Black.
sleep on your side: Sometimes.
Have stuffed animals: Yup.

SECTION 9 - THIS OR THAT
Pierced nose or tongue: Neither.
Color or black/white: Black
Sun or moon: Moon
5 acquaintances or one best friend: One best friend.
Spring or Fall: Fall
Happy or sad: Happy
Wonder or amazement: Amazement

SECTION 10 - YOUR FIRSTS
Screen Name: concededcobra13 or was it 30? I don't really know. :/
Friend: If I remembered, I'd post it here.

SECTION 11 - CURRENT
Mood: Dunno
Hair: Hasn't been combed since yesterday
Facial Expression: o.O

SECTION 12 - WHO LAST
Made you cry? Myself
Made you angry? My mom
Made you smile? This question. For no apparent reason at all. o.o

SECTION 13 - WOULD YOU RATHER
Eat nothing but pizza or nothing but veggies: Nothing but pizza. Dude, veggies = yuck.

SECTION 14 - DO YOU PREFER
Grey or Black? Black
Lust or love? Love.
Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise
M&M's or skittles? M&Ms
Cat or dog? DOGS! Although I don't hate cats.

SECTION 15 - JUST FOR KICKS
What is your favorite baked item: Chocolaate Brownies. But a chocolate mousse ain't bad.

[ ] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your someone else's phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 2

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school 'cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class


Total so far: 6

[x] Skipped school with your friend.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[ ] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher

Total so far: 10

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm
[x] Went on myspace, facebook, xanga, hotmail etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod, cd, etc. during class.

Total so far: 14


[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total so far: 17

[ ] Gotten a call from school
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[x] Swore during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total so far: 19

[ ] Faked your parents signature.
[x]Slept in class
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework.

Total so far: 21

Multiply by 3!

My comments:
63? LOL And here I was afraid that I would get 20% or less. XDD

YOUR BOY SIDE—-
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] Shopping is torture
[x] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own a car racing game.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun
[x] You talk with food in your mouth
[] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once

—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You go to your mom to talk.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

Appearance •

[x] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan/ burn easily.
[ ]I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •

[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

• Health •

[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

• Traveling •

[ ] I’ve driven / riden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.


• Experiences •

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Relationships •

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

• Honesty / Crime •

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.


• Death and Suicide •
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[x] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own designer purses costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

• Random •

[x] I can sing well. (I think XD)
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don’t kill bugs
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[x] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest

There seems to be more Xs in the "Your Boy Side." But what can I do? It's the truth.. x_x

Your Gemstone Says...

You are simply joyful. You find it easy to have peace of mind. You tend to think positive thoughts. It's easy to control where your mind goes. You have great mental powers and self discipline. You are able to dream big. You definitely aren't afraid of failure.

"You definitely aren't afraid of failure." ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I LAUGH AT THE FACE OF FAILURE! Well maybe because I fail too many times and I'm a failure in the eyes of many that I don't care about it anymore. XD

It's 11pm again! YAY! And despite the fact that I have a long day tomorrow, I can't go to bed. Why? Because I have to finish making my angel's wings for tomorrow's parade. :K I'm bored because the KILL boards is dead, so I'm now entertaining myself with LJ. XD

PICS!







I took those pics on Sunday eve. I was trying out my new webcam. XD

Wow. 2nd post in one day! I'm really bored. XD

So I saw this on Mai's page and I decided to try it..

Go over to Wikipedia and enter your birth date and then pick 3 events, 2 births and 1 holiday that occurred on the day of your birthday.

My birthday is on June 21:

Events:
*1919 - Admiral Ludwig von Reuter scuttles the German fleet in Scapa Flow, Orkney. The nine sailors killed were the last casualties of World War I. (D:)
*1940 - The first successful west-to-east navigation of Northwest Passage begins at Vancouver, British Columbia. (Yes, something good! LOL)
*1945 - World War II: The Battle of Okinawa ends.

Births:
*1919 - Vladimir Simagin, Russian chess master and teacher (Awesome!)
*1982 - Prince William of Wales, British prince (XD)

Holiday:
*National Go Skateboarding Day (YAY! LET'S GO SKATEBOARDING! We have a problem though, I don't have a board and the last time I rode one, I ended up with me kissing the floor and a bump in my head.. -__-;)

P.S I didn't know Cardinal Sin died on my 2005 birthday. :o /epic fail
Someone named Dale Thomas was also born on June 21. :o

So it's 11pm, almost 12am, and I still can't sleep. I got no one to talk to and my insanity is kicking in so I decided to talk to myself. Not out loud, 'cause that would be freaky.. Here goes:

Dale1: Umm.. Why are we here? Aren't we supposed to be sleeping? It's 11pm already and we have to be at school at 8 tomorrow!

Dale2: Psh. Quit whining, I'm busy reading manga!

Dale3: Reading manga? Sleep? Hey, aren't we supposed to be looking for videos for our music video?

Dale4: God. Can't you all shut up? I'm trying to write in our LJ! Geez..

Dale1: But we have to sleep. Now.

Dale3: I'm not sleepy yet, I need those vids!

Dale2: I am a bit sleepy but I'm gonna finish Ichigo's fight with the weird man who won't die before I'm gonna sleep.

Dale1: YAY! We're gonna sleep!

Dale4: At least I'll get some peace of mind...

Dale3: WHAT? NO! DUN SLEEP! WE HAVE TO FINISH LOOKING FOR THOSE VIDS!

Dale2: We can always look for them later, we still got plenty of time... Be quiet now so I could read..


Looks like my inner Dale's have stopped arguing. Dale2 won so I'm gonna finish the fight and then go to sleep. RCY training tomorrow.. (forgot what exactly the training is.. :o)

Dale4: Way to go Dale.. -__-;

Everyone seems to be keeping this kind of stuff these days so here goes my version.. In no particular order:

20 Things I Should Do Before I Die

1. Go to at least one place in each continent. Yes, all SEVEN! Even Antaratica.
2. Go to Arizona and see the Grand Canyon and Julie's school. I am jealous she goes to this great school with an awesome view.
3. Meet at least one of the KILLers. (KILL means Krawk Island Living Legends, by the way)
4. Get a job that I like.
5. Graduate from College.
6. Get a boyfriend. I know, pathetic, right? But yeah, it's in my list. Prolly won't happen since I'll be too busy chasing after the other 19 in this list. XD
7. Go to the Caribbean.
8. Take a cruise.
9. Learn how to drive a car.
10. Own a car.
11. Own a house near the woods.
12. Own a Great Dane or a purebred cat. XD
13. Go to New Zealand and roll at the green pastures.
14. Go to Palawan.
15. Visit at least one Medieval Castle.
16. See at least one of the Royal Family of England.
17. Ride a camel
18. Learn another language
19. Visit a desert
20. Make a snow angel

Oh, I actually finished it. XD

I confess, I am David Cook's fan girl. :o Before David Cook, I never thought I'd fan girl someone. LOL.. He's not even my type of guy! I like clean-shaven guys better but David's the only exception. I love him for his voice, he is amazing! I got like all of his songs in my flash drive, Cheska even teased me about it during Saturday. LOL..

I rarely watched tv nowadays but when American Idol is on, I leave the computer just so I could watch and hear him sing. LOL.. At first I only wanted to watch American Idol because of Ramiele (spelling?) but after I heard David Cook sing Billie Jean, I was like, I have to hear more of his songs. That's about it, or maybe because my mom, my aunt, and just about everyone is in the room I'm currently in. O__O

I dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but for now let's settle for a good thing. Why? Because I get to eat barbecue and ice cream! (Who doesn't love ice cream?) And I also get to have a huge baon on Monday, at least I hope I'll do. ;)
On other news, I'm happy because our team (Krawk Island) at Altador Cup III is currently tied at first with Roo Island! wo0t! Umm, yeah.. Altador Cup III is a site event in Neopets. Why on Earth am I still playing Neopets when I'm already 17? Because I like it. =3
I'm also getting a new layout today. I just don't "feel" the current one anymore. Don't get me wrong, I still love Avatar, but I want change.
I'm running out of stuff to write about... Whatever.. Umm.. I guess I'll go back to playing Yooyuball now. Today's a big match for Krawk Island.

Isn't it great? Although I would've preferred a closer look of Toph.. >=( Oh well, beggars can't be choosers. Thanks to river_nile for this awesome new layout! =) Does anyone here know where I can find mood indicators? I prefer Avatar the Last Airbender, but Harry Potter, Eureka Seven, Neo or others will work. I just can't stand these default ones..

I really don't know what's happening to me these days or these past months. Especially with my mood. It seems I'm either way too cheerful or way too depressed, although it always shows as anger. Why can't I be normal for once? Is this what they call teenage angst? I thought I was over that when I finished high school, but here I am, not able to write anything about our project which is due this Friday because I'm depressed. Its like I'm in the bottom of a deep well. And I can't even see the light. *sigh* I can't write because my mood's bothering me. I can't concentrate. I don't even know why I'm writing this. Maybe because I just have to get this stuff off my chest? Of course, I have been depressed before, but not as often as now.
Before December, since this whole thing started on December, the chances of me getting depressed was 2/10 and if I was depressed, I would always bounce back quickly. Now it's like 7/10 and the depression almost always last for more than a day. Of course no one at home or at school knows I'm depressed since I always look mad when I'm depressed. Before, when I'm depressed, I cry (alone, on my bed or anywhere where its dark and I'm pretty sure no one could see me. And no one can hear me since I've mastered the art of crying silently..) but now I can't even cry. I instead become irritable, and I always snap at people. And its killing me inside.
My only comfort are books and the computer. But I get bored with my books after reading them for the Nth time and the computer isn't always available. And those don't always work on me too. Sometimes I wish I could go to a place where its peaceful. The image of a medieval Europe always comes to my mind, not the wars and those other stuff, but the grass fields. Vast green, grass fields with a soft breeze blowing through it. And then I'll be there, with a laptop with internet connection. Maybe if I die, I'll get to be there? I don't have anything to say now, so I guess this ends my entry.

[IMG]http://i53.photobucket.com/albums/g44/van_twitch/doll.gif[/IMG]
That's me. Or the closest that a doll from the web can get. The clothes are what I would wear if the weather's cold, though I normally wear baggy pants. I always have my hair in a ponytail, except in times when I feel that my hair should get a little "breath" of fresh air. I'm dark-skinned, not too dark actually but a little darker than tan. I have dark brown eyes, and black hair. Your typical Filipina. :D

Do you remember a time when you can't take something off your mind and it's not letting you think of anything- at all? Well I have- plenty of times.. The first was when the next Digimon episode will come, then when the next Harry Potter book will come, then when the next HP movie will come and then- this! ARGH! It's sticking like gum to my head! I badly need to see an Avatar episode, with Toph in it! Preferably the next season (Season 3) but unfortunately for me, I don't even know when the Season 3 will be started! ARGH! I can't think of anything else, except Toph this, Toph that, Avatar this, Avatar that! Crap! Hmph! I can't even post a decent post in FAP! Grrr.. This is really frustrating..
You're probably wondering who this Toph is.. Well, she's a blind Earth bender, the greatest Earth bender and she has an attitude. She has the sarcasm which I thought I could only find in my fave male HP character, fanon!Draco, plus she's a totally kick ass character! It doesn't help that she wears my fave color, green.

Does anyone play Neopets here? I do and my username there is still van_twitch. If anyone plays Neopets here, can I ask a question? How do you feel about the new look of Neopets? Do you feel lost, happy or anything at all? As for me, I feel lost. New stuff everywhere... But I'm also annnoyed, annoyed at how most of the premade lookies that I use don't work anymore.. Grrr.. Just last night, I browsed through Neo, looking for petpages partly for my job as a contributor in the The Information Station and partly because I wanted a new lookie. I saw a lot of premade lookups, but none of them works, at least in my browser (I'm using Firefox.) Can anyone suggest to me a site where I can find premade lookups and pet lookups?

Hurrah for me! I just found this awesome journal and it had premade LJs in it. Since I don't know how to make myself a decent looking journal I decided to snag one premade which is the kittens which BTW, I am using right now. To the maker of the premade I'm using right now, please consider this as giving credit to the proper person, in this case tasha. Thanks! :D